It's hurting me to see you hurt

This post either gonna be a short post,or a really long post. lets see bout it then.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

I see you when i see you 

But now when i see you, 

i dont see you anymore.

As if youre not there

with me, unlike u used to be 

All of those promises

i guess it didnt work anymore

and they are right 

dont make promises when youre happy,

dont make decision when youre mad

For i had done both of it , 

and i;m drowning in it. 

chocked between my decision and my promises 

when i want it, my decision stopped me.

when i hate it, my promises demands on me 

i hate this

i hate it when i can do nothing 

i hate it when this hurt me 

and much worse 

its hurting me to see you hurt 

yet i can do nithing 

how silly of me keeping you in 

to make me happy while youre not.

how greedy i am keeping u by myside

while youre suffers

till its hurting you

and its hurting me to see you hurt

I'm sorry