I see you when i see you
But now when i see you,
i dont see you anymore.
As if youre not there
with me, unlike u used to be
All of those promises
i guess it didnt work anymore
and they are right
dont make promises when youre happy,
dont make decision when youre mad
For i had done both of it ,
and i;m drowning in it.
chocked between my decision and my promises
when i want it, my decision stopped me.
when i hate it, my promises demands on me
i hate this
i hate it when i can do nothing
i hate it when this hurt me
and much worse
its hurting me to see you hurt
yet i can do nithing
how silly of me keeping you in
to make me happy while youre not.
how greedy i am keeping u by myside
while youre suffers
till its hurting you
and its hurting me to see you hurt